Thrive.

What I have come to realize is that someone who I am care about in life and show me the way to lead it, it seriously and sincerely flawed. She has had trials and tribulations throughout her life, and I have come to realize the reason for the most of these is indefinitely her. She thrives in over emotion and outbursts. There is a lack of logic and a grasp of reality and in replace there are self righteous soliloquies. Nothing can be fun, it all has to focus in the past. Something she feels must be dealt with and just be the past. But back focus there is no moving forward.

She states everything out loud and asserts,asserts, and reasserts until she thinks you see her point of view and side with her. She has to cry, make everything about her if she isn't the center of attention or she feels attacked.

Somethings just are said, there isn't suppose to be a deeper meaning, sometime when you come home from work there is somethings that don't involve you. What you need to realize, person I love so much who will never read this, is by attempting to fix the past you are rueing the moment. The future is now, and sometimes we don't need to have drama. We just want to come home from work and comment about the traffic, without an outburst of tears,which you try to follow by a heart to heart, more tears, and slamming shit around.

Sometimes while you say he is stuck at 13, he has at least let go. Sometimes, I really think it is the other way around, and you talked and talked and talked me into this belief before I knew better.